[not a fic] freaking out, bowing out

No fic here, though I still have to re-post my spring fling entry...

I just had to vent my sadness that I think I'll have to not do the spn-j2 big bang this year. There's no way I'm going to get enough words down in the next 4-ish hours to submit a draft. I've got too much uni stuff going on besides (I've got an anthropology essay due in a few days that I haven't started) and it's all stressing me out beyond measure. Ugh.

I'm also bummed about the fact that I wanted to write about secretly-a-cyborg!Jensen and secretly-experimented-on!Jared since I've been so obsessive about the Winter Soldier lately, and it would've been awesome to have art of that, too, but if I wasn't going to be able to do a good job of it then I think it's best if I just sit on it for now. I've got an exam amid the posting period as well, so I guess it's just bad timing all round. Maybe I can re-jig the story and use it for the scifi/fantasy bang (which I'm pretty sure I signed up for again...) or something. *shrug*

Oh, besides which, I've still got two entries to do for spn-cinema and I haven't started my spn-meanttobe fic yet either. Yikes. But eeeee werewolves and angsty dreams and superheroes-in-hiding incoming!?

Anyway, I'll try to re-post my spring fling entry before I go to bed to make it up to you all for putting up with my whinging :]